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  “What do you want me to do? She won’t understand until she sees what you’re talking about. She’s a fast learner and if we get there early we can try and give her the computer basics. I’m sure they’ve had other kids who were computer illiterate.”

  “In this day and age? I highly doubt it.”

  “We’ll just have to tell them she was raised by wolves.”

  “God, Harold, you’re no help at all!”

  “Maeve, you’re taking this too seriously. And you’re scaring her,” he added, glancing at Airy.

  Airy realized that she must have looked like a frightened rabbit because that’s exactly how she felt. How she could fit into this alien world they described was beyond her. “Is MacCuill coming with us?”

  “Absolutely! He’s going to work the magic to get you in. People going to college have transcripts and they’ve been accepted. You, on the other hand, have neither.”

  “This is sounding worse and worse,” Airy muttered.

  “If it’s anything like my college days you’re going to love it!” her mother said in a false cheery voice. “And you’ll get to spend time with your grandparents. They’re very excited.”

  When Airy glanced toward her father he grimaced and went back to his book.

  Why was this suddenly happening? What had she done to deserve being separated from everything she loved? She thought of her herb garden, the tinctures and potions she’d learned how to produce. Would she be able to continue what she’d begun at this college? The potions were her calling; she’d hoped to become a healer, not like her mother but in her own way.

  5

  Fell, 2468

  Early the next morning Gunnar came to Fehin while he was feeding the chickens and the sheep. “By my calculations this is the right time to leave,” the druid announced solemnly.

  Fehin turned and tried to probe his mind but Gunnar had locked him out. He was definitely hiding something. “I thought I’d have more time to say good-bye.”

  “You can come back right after you left if you want. No one will even miss you.”

  Fehin tried to smile but failed miserably. “I’ll feel the distance even if they don’t. And how will I get back?”

  “We’ll stay in touch through the ether. You can call on me anytime.”

  “I still don’t get what calculations you’re making,” Fehin muttered before heading away to gather his things and say goodbye to his menagerie. He might not see them for a very long time.

  He found Aki huddled under the trees half asleep, his shoulders hunched. The dragon knew what was coming and there was nothing Fehin could say to console him. Aki had been with him since Fehin was seven years old and they’d formed a very strong bond. They could communicate telepathically which was not something he could do with his other animals. Kafir might take him out occasionally but mostly the dragon would be stuck here on the island. “You should think about your mate,” Fehin told him, nodding to the female dragon twenty feet away. “You could raise babies while I’m gone.” The mournful look Aki gave him tore at Fehin’s heart.

  On his way back to gather his things he overheard Gertrude and Kafir talking with Gunnar and hid behind a tree to listen.

  “He doesn’t suspect any of it,” Gunnar said.

  “And what if you get the timelines mixed up?” Kafir asked.

  “What do you take me for?” the druid answered in an irritated tone. “This has all been pre-ordained.”

  “But my baby! He’s been through so much!”

  “He’s not a baby, Gertrude. He’s nearly a grown man. This is his destiny and we can’t ignore it.”

  “But…”

  “None of us know what’s in his future. We only know that he is to be enrolled in the college in Milltown in the year 2021.”

  “Will he come back here when he graduates?”

  “We don’t even know if he will graduate, Gertrude. The only information I’ve received is to make sure he’s where he’s supposed to be on a certain date.”

  Fehin could hear muffled sobs and realized that his mother was crying. His first thought was to comfort her but then anger rose inside him. He was merely a pawn in a game he knew nothing about.

  Gunnar was already on board Skidbladnir when Fehin climbed on deck. He’d said a cursory goodbye to his mother and Kafir, ignoring the pained looks on their faces as he turned his back to head to the dock. He hated to leave so coldly but he couldn’t get over what they’d done. He should have confronted them but he knew if he opened his mouth he’d end up shouting.

  “I’ll navigate since I know where we’re going,” Gunnar said after stowing his things. “And while we travel I can give you more information about the world you’ll be living in.”

  Fehin helped the druid ready the boat and lift the sails and then came to stand next to him at the helm. He felt rigid with anger but he wasn’t ready to talk about it yet.

  “What questions do you have?” Gunnar asked as they began to sail away from the only real home Fehin had ever known.

  It was just the opening Fehin needed. “I overheard you talking about my future, Gunnar. I’d like you to tell me what’s really going on.”

  Gunnar turned. “If you overheard then you know as much as I do. All I can tell you is that the message came through loud and clear. You are to be in Milltown, Massachusetts on September sixteenth, 2021. And that’s where I plan to take you.”

  “What was all that about pre-ordained and my destiny then?”

  A rare smile came across the druid’s face. “How else could I describe it? I’m not privy to where these messages come from or even what they mean. I do my part to fulfill them and I don’t question the gods.”

  “The gods? What gods?”

  “Shall I call it a higher power, Fehin? I don’t know what gods sent this particular message.”

  “Loki?”

  Gunnar shook his head. “This did not come from Loki.”

  Loki and Odin were the only gods Fehin had come into contact with other than Freyja and her handmaidens. He knew the pantheon of Norse gods and a few Celtic gods and goddesses from what his mother had taught him, but other than that he was at a loss. “Are there gods where we’re going?”

  “The gods aren’t recognized as such. There’s only one god the people worship.”

  “Which one is it?”

  Gunnar shook his head. “You wouldn’t know him.”

  Fehin stared at the druid willing him to go on, but Gunnar had nothing more to say on the subject. “Maybe once we get there you can stick around for a while,” Fehin muttered. “I’m sure I’ll need you.”

  Gunnar stared into the dense fog that indicated the beginning of the timeline distortions. “That won’t be possible. I’ll try to fill you in on what you need to know while we travel but after I see you settled I must leave.”

  When the first time shift hit, Fehin lost his footing and fell heavily to the deck, bruising his knees. He’d been so caught up with his inner thoughts that he hadn’t prepared. He hung on and stayed where he was as the boat twisted and turned. By the time the boat settled again he was too enervated to even think. And so when Gunnar began to talk he heard the words as if from a distance.

  This world you are about to enter is filled with stimulation. There are lights and noise and people everywhere. I’ve already explained the various vehicles that rumble up and down the streets. You’ve seen them before but you may not remember. All of this will make it hard for you to concentrate. But concentrate you must for the classes you will be attending will be especially difficult since you have no knowledge to fall back on. You must rely on your intuition. If you take in what I have to offer, you’ll be better prepared. After a few weeks you’ll become accustomed to it all. But under no circumstances are you to reveal who you are and where you come from.

  Fehin listened to the druid’s droning voice as though hypnotized. He could feel the information pouring from the druid’s mind into his own, making him dizzy. He fell asleep to the sou
nds and didn’t wake up again until the boat had come to a stop. “Where are we?” he asked, sitting up and rubbing his eyes.

  “We’re in Boston Harbor.”

  “Did you talk all night?”

  The druid nodded and then moved toward the companionway.

  Fehin shook his head, trying to remember anything the druid had placed in his mind. He hoped he’d taken it in because when he looked outside, the sight of the busy chaotic harbor, the noise level and the disturbed thoughts he was picking up telepathically made him want to cover his ears and hide.

  6

  The Otherworld, 2021

  “Wake up, sweet one.”

  Airy opened her eyes to see her father’s smiling clean-shaven face bending over her.

  “Today’s the day.”

  Airy groaned and rolled over, pulling the covers over her head. It was barely light out. But a moment later she heard her mother’s impatient voice calling up the stairs. “Harold, is she up? We need to be out of here in less than an hour to make the plane!”

  “Come on, Airy. This will be great. And you haven’t seen your grandparents for a couple of years now. Just think what fun you’ll have with all your cousins. We’ll stay until you’re settled.”

  Airy sat up and looked at her father. Despite his positive speech he didn’t look very happy. “At least I know you’ll miss me.” When her father’s arms came around her she leaned into him, trying hard to stop the tears that threatened to spill over.

  He let her go too soon and stood up. “I hope you packed last night.”

  “I did.” Airy climbed out of bed and headed for the bathroom to wash her face. Despite her feelings yesterday about this being a good thing she felt heavy and uncertain. When she looked in the mirror there were dark smudges under her eyes and she didn’t recognize the combined expression of terror and sadness in them.

  MacCuill was in the lower hall when Airy dragged her bag behind her down the stairs.

  “The boatman is waiting,” he said, grabbing her bag.

  “But I haven’t had breakfast!” Airy felt whiney and small but she couldn’t stop herself.

  “That’s your own fault, Airy. We woke you in plenty of time. Honestly, what have you been doing up there?”

  Her mother was annoyed with her, and Airy’s eyes filled with tears. She was about to leave for who knew how long—the least Maeve could do was be nice to her on her last day. “Where’s Kenneth?”

  “Your brother is staying with his friend Aidan until we get home. I told you to say goodbye last night. Did you?”

  “No. I forgot all about it.”

  “Well, it’s too late now.”

  Maeve’s impatience was getting on Airy’s nerves. She wished her mother would stay home and let her go with her father and MacCuill. Anger rose up and before she could stop herself she was screaming at the top of her lungs. “Why are you treating me like this? I hate you!”

  “Don’t talk to your mother that way!” her father yelled as she streaked through the door. She ran toward the horse pen and when Facet came to the fence she buried her face in his mane letting her tears fall onto his fur.

  A hand came onto her shoulder and she looked up to see MacCuill’s deep blue eyes gazing into her own. “It’s time to go,” he said, taking her hand and leading the way down the hill. Her mother and father waited ahead of them, their faces turned her way.

  “Why is Mama being so mean?”

  “Maeve loves you, Airy. I don’t think she’s excited about having you so far away.”

  “But this entire thing was her idea.”

  MacCuill shook his head. “This isn’t her idea. It came from the goddess of prophecy.”

  “What? But my parents…”

  “They’ve been making the best of things. It’s been very hard on both of them.”

  “I don’t understand.”

  “No one does, Airy. That’s how destiny’s work.”

  At the bottom of the hill the river came into view, tendrils of pale mist obscuring the water. The boatman waited, his oar in his hand. He’d been here longer than anyone, even the druids, his boat moving up and down this river for as long as time itself. He was blind and Airy had never grown used to his milky eyes and right now he seemed to be staring directly at her. She always had the impression that the boatman could see in another way, maybe from a sense that only he had. She smiled in the hopes that she was right.

  “Come along, Airy,” her mother coaxed, holding out her hand. Airy took hold of her fingers and stepped into the coracle and settled next to her mother on the narrow wooden seat. MacCuill and her father sat in the other end and without a word the boatman put his oar into the water and they moved swiftly forward into the swirling fog.

  ***

  They ended up in Bailemuir where her maternal grandparents lived. After a very short visit with them, her father borrowed one of the cars and headed toward the Edinburgh airport. Airy was in front next to her father, her mother and MacCuill in the back, and when she stole a look at him his expression was resigned. He didn’t like this any more than she did.

  Once they parked the car in the long-term lot Airy felt something stir inside her belly like air bubbles floating around. She was scared out of her wits at what the future might hold. Now that it was upon her, the talk of destiny didn’t sound nearly as glamorous.

  At the counter MacCuill produced her passport and handed it to the uniformed woman. When the four of them went through security the stern-looking guard looked her over carefully, checking the picture in the little book to make sure they matched. Airy had done this before but it had a different feeling this time.

  Airy spent the entire trip in a state of panic. This was the beginning of something she had no control over and hadn’t wanted to do in the first place. And underlying all that was the idea of an unknown destiny that was already laid out for her. How in the world could she navigate something she couldn’t see? The strange feeling in her solar plexus was back, the pulling sensation growing stronger as they flew across the Atlantic Ocean.

  She finally fell asleep, her dreams taking her to a light-filled land with gods and goddesses, dragons and other strange creatures. There was someone there with her but she could never catch a glimpse of who it was. She knew this couldn’t be the United States and it certainly wasn’t the Otherworld. When she woke the images scattered like snowflakes in wind and she was back on the plane. Her hand went to the middle of her stomach. She felt heat under her fingers as though it had something to tell her. But when she asked she got no response.

  7

  Boston Harbor, 2021

  “Get your things together, Fehin. Time to head to Milltown.”

  Fehin looked out the porthole at the massive array of enormous ships, registering the heavy sounds that beat like drums in his ears--banging, crashing, people yelling, the drone of something in the air he couldn’t see. “I don’t like it here,” he muttered, turning to pack up his clothes.

  “You don’t have to like it,” Gunnar said. “Milltown will be better.”

  “I was there. I remember it. But I was little then and thought it was exciting to be in another place. I don’t feel that way now.”

  “I’m not going to apologize for this, Fehin. Nor am I going to sugar coat what your life will be like. Things have changed since the last time you visited and not for the better. But this is what is required and this is what you will do.”

  Fehin stared hard at the druid who had always been kind to him. This was not a kind speech and the tone was less than soothing. “I don’t know what I’m supposed to do.”

  “First thing is to get you enrolled and settled. After that you’ll have a crash course in anything you can’t remember.”

  “Remember?”

  Gunnar’s gray eyes narrowed. “Yes. Everything I told you on the way.”

  Fehin tried to remember details but the lump in his throat kept him from accessing anything. He couldn’t understand why Gunnar was treating him like t
his. And when he tried to probe the druid’s mind he came up against something solid. He grabbed his bag and followed Gunnar off the boat and into the chaos of the modern world. He wanted to plug his ears and shut his eyes but instead he gritted his teeth and climbed into the waiting taxi Gunnar flagged down.

  Fehin felt as though his head was about to explode. There was so much assaulting his senses, including the nauseating smells of diesel and gasoline. His eyes were drawn to billboards advertising everything from electronic devices, to insurance, whatever that was, to hospitals, to companies with names that meant nothing to him and luxurious places to stay with sumptuous rooms and huge pools to swim in. Ads were on every available surface, including cars. There were too many thought forms floating around in the atmosphere and mostly they were dark and negative. The place diminished his spirit.

  Once they left the city limits he searched for trees, green grass, anything that resembled home, but instead muddy pens came into view crowded with cattle, the stench making him gag. “What’s going on there?” he asked.

  Gunnar glanced over and then made a face. “Holding pens before they’re slaughtered.”

  Fehin tried to stop the tears that sprang into his eyes. The animals on Thule were well cared for until the day they were killed and the way it was done prevented them from knowing what was coming. Fehin had handpicked the people for this job. Meat was not the mainstay of their diet, but they did eat a lot of eggs and cheese. Mostly they consumed the fruits and vegetables they grew, seasoning them with herbs.

  He saw other similar pens as they moved down the highway, each one worse than the one before. Other than that he saw no other animals or birds as they drove along. “What types of wildlife live here?”

  “Not much of anything anymore. Most of the animals and birds have died out from pesticides and over hunting. There are still some zoos around but I doubt you’d want to see them behind bars.”

  “You’re right about that,” Fehin said, thinking about books he’d read. Thule was filled with Fehin’s creations—strange creatures that his seven-year-old mind had conjured. Since then others had arrived, birds that landed from far off places, animals that appeared on their own. Wild pigs roamed through the mountains as well as sheep and all sorts of ground squirrels and rabbits. The place was teeming with wildlife.